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Me, My Life & The Fairytale.
The-Lady

Fifah, 17. The Rest? Whatever.

Wishes

I wish, i wish, with all my heart
to fly together in a land apart
& i wish, i wish, to use this rhyme
to go back home, until next time. (:

By My Side

Mum (family member)
Nobody
Nurul
Aqidah
Azri
Candy
LP
Hanis
Zahara
Kadri
Chanel
Kiran
Jereline
Rachelle
Shirah
Joanna
Dayah
Fairuz (family member)
Hareez
Ria
BMB
Kash
Saraswathy
Windi
Yanti
Beta
Jasmine
Kiran
Nava
Natasha

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Precious days

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> im in class right niw and seriously, i am so so ti...
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Saturday, March 31, 2007

okay.. so juz nw went to mum's office. butconnot get connection. lazy explain here. haha..anw, so far.. life's great. nth much to update, actally. so.. today i'll be working and yeah. last day.,. but hais.. if can, i wanna continue lah. but.. mum and dad dun really allow.. so.. cant do much.. yeah. s0.. today.. last day.. wish me luck!! haha. yah. shall update when i get home.. toodles!

-& i leave you @ 14:42 :)

Friday, March 30, 2007

hey hey. ok. i knw that i didnt undate my blog for like..centuries!! tmr i'll be going to mum's office. and i shall bring my laptop there and yes, i'll shall catch up on many MANY things. (: till then, gd nite ppl.

-& i leave you @ 21:58 :)

Sunday, March 25, 2007

la la la. really sorry for the late post. man, i was really busy last week. haha. yeah.. due to my enrolment thingy. haha. yeah. was busy with personal stuffs, in other words. haha.

yeah. so.. last thurs went to RP. wow. i LOVE the school. it's like.. big.. and.. brand new.. and.. argh. simply wow-ness. hahha. serious. mum took leave on that day to accompany me there. LOL. how sweet is she. haha. after completing the 7 stations at RP.. went to see the laptop roadshow. ok..so.. we decided on which one to buy. and they said.. i can collect it the next day, by afternoon.. so.. the next day i was like.. waiting for their call and cancelled my other appointments, in case this lady or huever called. so.. she DID, but she called my mum. and it's alrd like.. 4 plus? and told me that i can only collect it on tue, 27 march. i was like. OKAY. i knew that i cant collect it that day cause hello? wad time was it? haha. so.. i was walking with dear at serangoon interchange when mum called to inform me abt it. so.. i was like.. "yeah mum. expected." hahha. yeah.. so.. that fri.. nothing much for me.. had lunch with dear. thats all.
hmm.. yest.. sat.. haha. super fun. we stayed at home for lunch..den had dinner at changi village. cause i'll be meeting my relatives there after that. so.. when i reached changi and met my relatives, i saw my cousins playing arnd. and yeah, guess wad? my cousin took a chalk and drew the hop scotch thing on the pathway near the bus stop. i was like.. WTH. haha. thats vandalism! gahha. but wadeva, i played hopscotch! haha. but then.. the weather not so kind uhh. haha. arnd.. 11.45pm.. there's storm and thunder. we packed our stuffs and left. reached home arnd.. 12.30am? yeah. haha. (: so.. today.. nth much. mum cooked lunch and dinner. haha. how nice. it's a MIRACLE that mum cooked. she RARELY cook, i tell u. however, no matter wad it is, her cooking is the best! ahahha. wokay then. shall stop here. planning to change blog skin.. maybe tmr or sumthing. haha. till then. oh ya! working schedule out alrd. will be workin on thurs and sat. nite shift. that will be my last week of work. dad will get angry if i continue. haha. wokay wokay. really, i shall stop here. (: toodles.

-& i leave you @ 22:13 :)

Saturday, March 17, 2007

HAPPY 11TH BIRTHDAY BROTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


yeah. my bro's bdae. haha. happy for him!! wah. not bad arh. so fast time passed by. haha. hmm... went out at arnd.. 4.30pm juz now.. and went town with family. went robinsons.. and mum shopped arnd. as usual, lookin for her eau de toilette. haha. anw, we shopped there for abt.. wad...? 1 and a half hour? yeah. haha. bought waffle maker and bro got a watch! (: den.. we went to swensens for dinner! yum yum! haha. yeah. ate my favourite ice-cream, coit tower for dessert. haha!! (: yeah.. after that went toa payoh to walk arnd summore! (: haha. hmm.. wad else.. i think thats all for now.. nth much, i guess. haha. tmr is alrd sunday! haha. but i think i will be staying at home ... i think mum dun wanna go out alrd lah. haha. 2 days shopping and stuffs. i think she had enuff. (i think) .. haha. and yeah, if possibly, i wanna meet dear on monday. really miss him. it's been nearly a week since i saw him!! haha. yeah. hmm.. okay then. shall stop here. (:



if i could escape to my own world.. with u.

-& i leave you @ 22:32 :)

Friday, March 16, 2007

yeah. i changed song again. i dunno y lah. but i think it depends on my mood. (: buy hey. this song. A Whole New World. from the disney movie Alladin. my all time favourite. okay. this may be my small tiny winy secret. or maybe.. i shall say.. my close frends knew that i always wanted to be a princess. haha. i mean.. not those kind in reality. the one.. who lives in a colourful palace, with greenery surrounds it.. with a village that i can see not beyond my sight. and animals are my frends, the king is my dad, the queen is my mum and everyone, everyday filled with love. well.. haha. really. nice uhh. adn yeah. the prince? haha. that one.. another episode uhh. (: haha. yeah.. so.. i think.. it's the best song i can ever come across to. in a way, it does give me motivation to explore the world. (: haha. doesnt mean.. u have to be in love, to like this song. it's all abt the soul and meaning of it. (:

alrite. today went JB with family. yup jus the 4 of us. (: happy like crazy! bought alot of chocolates, ate pizza, 4 tops and really enjoyed the time with my family. haha. everyone got wad they wanted. (: after Jb.. went to serangoon north for dinner. ok la. ate seafood fried rice. damn, my family really fed me alot uhh. haha. yeah. anw, i still dunno when i'll be working again. heard there's a new trainee. 2 of them summore. haha. best of luck uhh. hahah. i think most probably next week, aqidah, chor hong and i will be back in action. haha. missed the chefs there a bit. hahah! (: and i still got my other half of my pay, to be collected end of this month, which means more shopping!! i've alrd eyed on this top at MNG. (: haha. wah. really, i need to pile up my closet for poly days. (:

oh yah. next thurs mum and i will be going down to RP. for my enrolment thingy. yeah. heard we have to purchase a notebook there. well.. hope i can buy one, not loan one! haha. i want a laptop on my own! dang. haha. i mean.. for my own stuffs. come on, who doesnt want it? (: reality check, ppl! haha. yeah. oh! havent tell u guys wad course i went into uhh. ok.. i'll be going republic poly to take diploma in communication and information design. well, at least it's the course which i think i can manage with. (: they state sumthing abt good writing.. so.. hey. points for me! (: even though sum ppl may say that RP is not so good as the rest of the polys, but really, i think diff poly have diff expectations or system, i shall say. so.. nothing to compare abt much. all i knw is that i really thank God cause i can take a diploma, summore in a course that i can manage with. (: doesnt matter. but i told my parents that i will work hard.. i dunno y, but i wanna go uni badly. =x. haha. sounds kinky but.. haha. a penny for my thoughts uhh. (: yeah. wadeva the case is, i shall work hard! but the sad thing is that dear will be in SP.. doing his engineering. sad sad case. but nvm!! haha. we must stay close as much as we can even though the future may get hard at times. (: really learnt alot from previous quarrel. haha. (:

hmm.. i guess.. i shall stop here. it's late. well... not so late, but im tired. yawn. gonna head the sack soon. haha. yeah. till then!!


when darkness turns to light, it ends tonite.

-& i leave you @ 21:55 :)

Thursday, March 15, 2007

nothing much to update. yeah. sorry.



i dunno whether it was my fault or urs. i realize that i gave in too much that a gal can do. i meet ur needs and stuffs. but.. i realize that nothing is changing. i guess.. it's the matter of time.

how i wish, i culd be a shooting star, instead of being juz a shining star.

-& i leave you @ 11:13 :)

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

haha. yesterday went for chalet at downtown east with the rest of my secondary school frends. haha. well.. it was supposed to be a class gathering. but turned out to be a small reunion. haha. but wadeva it is, argh! haha. had fun wit them! ven though i didnt managed to swim, but it's okay! they really brighten up my day! (: well.. esp with the perfume thing that aqidah, gerald and i had fun abt. but hey, the sales lady was so damn frendly okay. she shud get high pay for service. hahah! (: yeah. afternoon juz walked arnd.. haha. den.. evening.. slack in the room.. den. arnd 7? we start to bbq!~ yay. a bit boring at first. but when the jokes come in.. the convo heats up.. everything was great. haha. yeah. overall, it was fun. i wunt forget our "yam seng" in chicken style. hahah!! wokay then. til here.

my heart is pumping like mad. hope i wunt get disappointed again.

-& i leave you @ 13:45 :)

Thursday, March 08, 2007

ok.. nothing much to update. yeah. kinda feeling disappointed with the posting results. but nvm. i leave it up to God now. i've done the best that i culd. well.. if really i go into republic.. well.. wad can i say? juz have to go ahead with it.


so yesterday went to meet dear.. after a whole week of not meeting him. haha. miss him so much! haha. den.. we juz went to serangoon central to talk, had lunch. he was supposed to go for swimming that afternoon. but den.. ahha. as usual, i lazy go.. anw, i told mum that i'll be only hanging arnd at central. yeah. so.. went to pay my hp bills, had lunch and walk arnd at the shop and save. haha.

after that we went to look at the buildings at my block there. 12th floor. it's a panoramic view, i tell u. haha. yeah. .. we talked abt the building that we saw.. and the terraces. he cheered me up well. thanks dear. hmm.. generally.. we did nothing up there. juz look at the nice view.. and talk bout 1001 things that we missed out during the 1 week. yeah. after that, i went aunt hse.. den he went swimming. alone. ahaha. yeah. (:

so.. till then.


only u knew wad happened and wad killed me emotinally. thanks for everything. (: love u.

-& i leave you @ 16:15 :)

Thursday, March 01, 2007

alrite. happy 9th monthsary to dear and me! (: yes yes. 9 months alrd. goodness. time flew very very fast. i really cant believe that it's march alrd. =x yea... day started off preety fine. woke up at 10 to do hsewrk.. den.. pick out clothes.. for the afternoon outing that i ahd with dear. yeah. arnd.. 2.30 met dear at serangoon mrt station. well.. kinda missed him so much! and yeah, he look good today. (: so.. we trained to dhoby ghaut and went straight to plaza singapura. went arnd.. juz.. window shop a bit.. look here and there..den saw kevin.. talked awhile. i mean.. kevin the ncc air and basketball guy. haha. after that went arcade and play this spot-the-diff game. haha. really fun playing it with dear. (: yeah.. den.. went down to secret recipe to eat. after that, went to the cathay and bought our movie ticket. watching Paris, Jet'aime. ok. the movie was so slow. haha. n i got no idea why is it rated NC16. aiyoh. haha. den.. movie ended arnd.. 7.35? yeah. den.. trained to orchard mrt station to eat seoul garden at ngee ann city. dear really fed me alot today, i tell u. hah! serious. haha. den.. after taking ou time eating at seoul garden.. we trained back to serangoon and dear sent me home. (: yay! (: i dunno why, but i felt so so happy today. yay-ness!! haha. it's been quite long that we're together uhh. 9 months. wow. impressive.. haha. i mean. for me lah. longest relationship so far. and yes, we looking forward to the future. hope our love gets stronger each day. i knw it's tough being together esp due to our differences. but.. no matter wad, we alrd promised each other to be there always. yeah. and im proud to have him as my close and special one. he was there with me during the ups and downs. really happy bout it. so.. till here then. shall proceed to la la land. (:



it gets hard but it wunt take away my love.
accidentally in love?
it still is. (:
01/03/06

-& i leave you @ 23:49 :)