Saturday, October 14, 2006
-* i knw its a very dreadful morning to blog. i suppose i shud be drooling and having my sweet dreams still. but wth. o levels is on its way and i am on MY way to score and buck up. woke up arnd.. 8 and have a shower. 8.30 sat down on my table. took out a freaky maths paper. paper 1. ok. target.. 2 hours. so i should end at 10.30. but guess wad? i was too engrossed and was like.. i ended up doing it till 11.25. i was like. great. haha. but im happy though, i managed to get 75% of it correct. (: yeeha! hahah. thanks to mdm loh for giving me the confidence once again. (;
so yesterday.. had graduation ceremony. ok. at least my speech was not that bad. (: so.. got back my report book. yeeiks. wad a result. nvm. haha. den.. mr asmadi gave a heart-warming gift. haha. sweet. ahah. yup.. and after that i stayed in the library to meet up with ms yong for geog. and. yeap. i completed map reading.a fter that, all memory work for geog. well.. basically i think im doing fine. but not for maths and poa. crapz man. but still, i shall try to push myself harder. (: ok.. so... after meeting up with ms yong, did self-study awhile. den.. went home with dear. but wth. i broke fast in the bus with him. hahas. kinda late. coz we went compass awhile. hahas. well. i think thats all for now.
yeah. saturday morning.. i dunno wad else shud i do. maybe chem. and later ss. well.. heard im breaking fast outside today. cool. so.. till then, so long!
it was a success.
i dun wanna leave 4e3.
-& i leave you @ 11:19 :)
Sunday, October 08, 2006
-* Tralala. ok. boredom strikes. wad to do? ahhas. ok.. things seems normal, again. im not depressed or totally "purplish". ahahas. juz that.. things turned out very badly as i've expected these few days. and hey. i mean it. badly. haha. hmm.. yesterday went to adam road to break fast. yea yea. the normal stuffs. den went east coast. damn. the haze was so damn bad. mum was like.. "goodness. shudnt have gone out." im like.. -_-"... come on. u initiated to go out. hahas. talked to cousins there.. they had completed their N level. and im like.. killing another huge amt of brain cells for the upcoming o levels. goodness. ahhas. nvm.. shall work hard for it.. so.. yesterday was ok la. nth much.. after we went home from east coast.. i kinda talked to mum.. and have the normal.. family talk.. guess wad time? 2am. yeah. everybody was like.. snoring away.. drooling on their bedsheets.. ahaa. im like.. yakking.. laughing away with bro and mum. dad? watched tv as usual. dunno watched this tamil show thingy. i knw there's subtitle. but.. i dunno how can he understand their language.. cause he's turning on the volume so high! it was late at nite. if he undertsand wad they talking nvm arh. but. i dun think he understand tamil. but nvm bout that. he knocked out arnd 2.30am. i knocked out.. i think.. 3am. was eating bread with bro. hahah. ok. till then. i shall write again later. wanna study chem. (: take cares.
-& i leave you @ 11:53 :)
Friday, October 06, 2006
Well. everything seems normal. but it isnt. i dunno why these few days my mood kinda very sucky. i think im all stressed up due to Os. i've alrd decided. im gonna put aside everything. be it gerald. or wadeva craps. i dunno. i find that everything is getting messy as time passes by. i think i get confused my feelings with the truth. yea yea. graduation ceremony will be on next fri. but wth. the stupid Os coming nearer each day. i find that my life is not normal. i dunno y. bleah. i really dunno. sumtimes i wuld juz shut myself up and study and.. juz me and the books. i dunno whether thats normal. coz.. u see.. when i say i shut myself up, i really mean it. i get irritated easily when sum1 disturbs me studying. or wadeva. fine. maybe it's small problem. but.. i dunno whether that big problem comes from gerald himself. yea yea. i knw. everything looked normal from the outside. but.. i find that..i simply cant get things sorted out. i dunno wad is the problem. but.. i find that he's not the guy that i knew from the start. seriously. well.. gerald.. if u;re reading this, i knw u may not get wad i meant. but.. hey. i'll be back to start afresh after Os. Till then, keep me close to u. Coz.. i may go away silently if u dun.
Accidentally in Love?
Yeah. It was.
But now.. i dunno.
HELP.
-& i leave you @ 09:41 :)
