Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Firstly, i admit. Yeah. It's been about.. centuries since i've blogged. So sorry. Was too busy. Ok. Wanna listen to a story? Come. Here it goes...
Today was juz another dry prelim-mood day for me. After killing my brain cells on Math Paper 2, i asked him where we ought to go. He said anything. I said ok. Sure. Go home. So we took 24. When it comes to my stop.. i began to wonder. Can i extend the journey? Then we decided to stop at Ang Mo Kio Interchange. Cool huh? (: So.. when we reached the interchange.. it's about.. 11.30am. Still early, i thought. So.. we looked at the list of buses.. heading to which part of Singapore. So.. den.. both of us caught a glance at bus 24 again, this time heading to Changi Airport. I dunno why i got this idea of going to the airport. So.. silly us, we took the bus to the airport. FOR FUN. It was a very long journey. And i mean it. It took us about..1 hour plus there. So.. we reached.. Terminal 2. The journey was tiring, sleepy and hot. Our seat is like piping hot. (: So.. when we reached there.. i was simply taken aback.. i didnt knw that the airport changed so much.. Well.. it's been a long long time since i stepped there. So.. he brought me to different parts of the airport.. while we were walking.. we kinda talked bout some stuffs that i find it so.. touching and.. i dunno why... makes me love him even more. So.. we looked at Sakae Sushi.. and more stuffs.. Den.. i asked him where is the place that i can view the planes. So there he were, holding my right hand, leading me to the Viewing Mall. When we reached there, i was so shocked by the space. It looked kinda smaller than the last time i saw it.. so there we were.. looking at two planes. How i wish i could travel as much as he do. But.. maybe i was not as lucky as him. But no matter wad, i will be travellin arnd the world one day. So.. i told him bout some of my experiences.. and kinda shared my past.. it was a very sweet moment indeed. I wanted to shed some tears.. and juz wanna give him a hug. But eventually, my conscience stopped me. I dunno y. So.. once again.. he took my hand and lead me arnd.. All the way through exploring the terminals.. i felt.. weird. I felt like as if he really love me than wad i thought all this while. Phoebia will be a phoebia. But.. in his love.. i dunno y. He may not be able to wipe away my sorrows. But he changed my sorrows to happiness. That is wad i think some guys cant do. After the whole journey at the airport.. we headed back home by train. As i took every single step home..i realized.. i'm taking every single step closer to him than any guy before. I looked out of the train and looked at him. I smiled and turned away.. This was wad my heart says..
" If he belongs to u, he will return every single time we part. If he smiles whenever he looked at u, we're always be in love. "
It may sound mushy.. but that was wad exactly my heart says.
Him? He's none other than my Gerald.
THE END.
It was not a Happy-Ever-After ending.. but it was juz another episode of our love story.
-& i leave you @ 18:12 :)
Monday, September 04, 2006
My mum used to tell me that ppl come and ppl go.. well.. i got nth to say. my condolences to her family.
well.. it's been awhile alrd since i;ve blogged. dunno y juz culdnt find the time to do it. haiz. busy schedule. well.. today.. nth much la.. went to mac with dear to study math. fine. at least i;ve clear sum doubts.. but still.. more to catch up.. dang. haiz. so sian man. dunno wad to do besides studying all my way thru. well.. my frend kinda asked me to do yoga. erm. help. i dun do yoga. ahhas. maybe i shud learn lah. wad do u think? haha. afifah learns yoga. help. no way man. haha. i cant keep still for a min.. u asked me to do yoga? u sure or not? hahas. (: hmm.. tmr.. going out with dear..
life.. alrite. ok lah. nth much to update.. juz that.. i kinda felt abit moody.. these few days.. throw tantrum at ppl for no reason.. damn. i think i'm freakingly stressed lah. haiz. i think i did get angry with dear sumtimes. (sorry) ... haiz.. wadeva it is, i still cant avoid the o levels.. haiz.
alrite..t hink i shall stop here. wanna go to bed soon. yea. i knw its kinda early.. but.. frankly speaking. IM TIRED. tired of all the nonsense i got from ppl.. tired of my daily chores. tired of my work.. tired of my revision.. mentally tired. all i need is.. a bit of rest. please. all i want is REST.......
Hush now.
-& i leave you @ 23:03 :)
