Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Ok. It's been centuries since i wrote. Wad can i say? Busy busy busy! Yeah. Skool re-open alrd. But.. goodness! So much work to be done. Bleah. Haiz. So much stuffs happened. Aiyoh. Esp during bio class. ARgh. Dun wanna talk bout it. Anyways, i knw it's been like.. weeks... but.. i missed the motivation camp!!!!! Goodness. Hahas. Well.. too motivated.. (: bleah. Nah. Hmm.. stole time.. to blog now.. while im doin eng work. HAiz. Tired. Well. Went kite flying with cousins and niece just now. Fun. Damn fun. Haha. After dear* sent me home.. i went aunt hse. Go look for bro. Hahas. was playing arnd with Alisya and Danial. My niece and nephew. Cutiepies. Hahas. Hmm. Love life? Ok lah. Gettin better each day. Love ya. Frends? My oh my.. getting more each day! hahas. Happy to have them arnd.. esp my classmates.. who can support me thru my o levels. Haha. Neways, Hareez became my god-bro. Haha. Thanks to Aqidah. Hahas. Call him abang summore lah. Hahas. Yeah. So till then. I'm tired. Promise you that i will write much longer during the weekends. Shall leave now. Bye!
MrG and MsA
01/06/06
Shoo~! i left.
-& i leave you @ 22:27 :)
Monday, June 19, 2006
19/06/06
Ok.. haiz.. again.. 4 days didnt blog.. didnt say busy.. but..kind lazy to do it.. haiz.. well.. my last entry was on the the motivation camp.. well.. the day after everything's over... lesson starts again. Well.. had that motivation lah.. hahas. But den...still cant complete cher's poa hmwerk. Bleah. Sorry cher. Hmm.. yeah. that was wad happened till fri. Friday.. kadri,aqidah me, and dear* went for lunch and window shoppin at plaza singapura. Ok lah. Can say i had fun.. but still.. i dunno y i got this feeling that...................haiz. NVm. Let me continue my story first. Hmm.. ok.. so.. Sat.. stayed at home.. den went out for dinner.. ok lah.. slacked here and there. Sun.. father's day. Wuhuuu... nice. Hahas. Baked choco chips. Today i've brought to skool some.. and...most of them love it! (: Thanks, classmates! (: .. yeah.. so.. today.. classes was like so.... dry.. had poa, eng and mt. ARgh. Kks. Aqidah and i were like so damn bored in MT lesson. Culd have died there. Yea.. den.. after that go makan at long john silver. Ok lah. So full.. went to buy ear studs. Haiz..
Well.. actually im like so damn tired.. and so sian... HAiz.. anyway, wanna end this post by a few words. (:
He assured me that he will be with me whenever he culd.
I used to be afraid of history repeating.
But he kept me close to his heart and let my fears go away.
Even that wunt let me have my peace.
Till one day, he told me how much he love me.
However, deep in my heart..I knew.. I have to trust him.
Maybe not anyone else, but him.
I'm still afraid that this culd be juz another of those sweet dreams.
But he made me realize how much all this means to him.
He even told me this is the real thing.
Now, i dun wanna let things go.
I know we came from different world.
Different race, religion, beliefs.
I dunno how long will it last.
If this story were to end, i hope it will be a happy ending..
Where... the prince and princess will live happily ever after..
Till then, let the future holds.
I'll juz accept things the way it is.
Love u,dear*.
To all my classmates and frends out there...
Hey hey hey!!!
LOVE YOU LOADS.
Twinkle stars.
-& i leave you @ 20:51 :)
Thursday, June 15, 2006
Alrite.. it's been abt.. 4 days since i've blogged. However.. this time.. i wunt say anything yet.. i wuld like to begin this post with the lyrics of Mariah Carey, Hero.
" Hero "
There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away
[Chorus:]
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear
[Chorus]
Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way
[Chorus]
Yeah.. so that is it.. guess wad..? Last Mon till yesterday (wed) , has been a touching moment for me. I dunno wad u call it. But seriously, i call it madness. Tell me when can u cry with the other Sec4s graduating classes? Cry together, share ur family backgrounds, share the sorrow and pain u had all this while, till now.. the stress u going thru.. and.. the bitterness of ur life? In my life.. i never came across this situation.. where.. i culd see a big family.. coming together.. to do sum soul-searching once again. I culdnt really descibe wad it is, actually. But imagine. Imagine u cry together, u sob together and cry together.. share ur joy, laughter and happiness together with the frends arnd u, be it classmates or wadeva. It's really touching. Yeah. Let me admit. I cried hard. But i dun wail, of coz. But.. that moment..that special moment.. i culd feel the burning motivation of the graduating classes.. In this modern world, who dare to go up to their parents everyday, to say those 3 magical and powerful words to them? Can u say it? I LOVE U,Mum,DAd. If u can.. i'm proud. Coz.. i started to do that.. 2 days ago..
This was what happened from Mon to Wed.. we had this motivational camp.. conducted by outside trainers.. It was so motivational.. till.. u can feel the different atmosphere between the AVA and the world outside. I dunt want to describe anything here, coz i knew that these precious moments can only be described thru the heart. The ppl hu attended this camp knew wad we went thru. And i hope.. we all culd cherish every single moment that we had together, as frends, classmates and... a big family in Bartley Sec Sch.
Special thanks to Mr Ramesh, Mr Danny, Mr Wayne and the music man, Mr Chuan Lay. You guys really touched my life. Thank you. Not to mention the teachers hu made this camp a success. To all out there.. and those reading this blog of mine.. Live live to the fullest. I'm sure.. there's a ray of light and hope.. in every path u take. God Bless.
Love,
Nur Afifah-*
-& i leave you @ 15:06 :)
Sunday, June 11, 2006
Yea. As u guys expected, 11 June. Hah. I dunno whether to be sad or.. happy. Bleah. Well. Time now is.. 10.03pm. And Dear* still havent msg me. Nvm lah. Haiz. Maybe he will later part of the nite. Should understand.
Haiz. So today.. ok lah. Nth much happened. Went compass with mum. Thought of going town for shopping. But dunno y i felt like changing mind. Dunno lah. Today in the morning... My MOOD IS OFF. I dunno y. I juz felt that sum things are not right. Argh. I dunno. Maybe skool starts tmr? But i'm happy. Coz i culd meet my frends once again. But then.. i still feel sumthing IS wrong. Till NOW. Darn. I dunno lah. So.. today when compass point with mum and bro. Shop like hell. Kinda vent my frustration? Or i shall say.. forget everything wads in my head? Mum culd see that. But she herself cant say anything. Coz.. i'm forcing myself to smile today. Went pizza hut to eat. Cracked sum jokes with both of them. Just to make sure i dun make it obvious that i'm feeling moody. Argh! den shop summore. Till stomache. Hahas.
Guess waD? Dear* juz msged me. Plane juz landed. Thank God. Haiz. But stil.. i dunno y i'm feeling kinda bleah. Bad mood? I dunno lah!!!!! I hope when i wake up tmr.. things will be ALRITE. yeah. and i mean it. A-L-R-I-T-E. Dang! Ok ok. Now i'm feeling.. weird. ARgh! WAdeva s*** it is, i think i gonna sleep soon.
MrG and MsA
Finally, u're back.
No way history gonna repeat itself.
I've promised myself that if it were to repeat,
love and defeat will not be in my dictionary.
BSS,here i cum!
-& i leave you @ 22:05 :)
Thursday, June 08, 2006
Ok. Today..
Thursday June 08 2006
was alrite.. woke up arnd... hmm.. 10+am? Dunno y i cant get myself up from bed these few days. Haaha. Yea.. den saw Aqidah online.. thought of going east coast. But no dear* and kadri no fun. So.. decided go punggol park. But there the sitting very dirty. That's wad Aqidah told me. Bleahs. Haha.. yea.. so after a long thought.. decided to go to Bedok library. Hhaha. as usual, our main idea was to study POA and finish up SS. But haiz. We ended up planning sum stuffs. Hahah. Kadri wanted to go out with aqidah, me and dear* one day. But den.. dear* still havent cum back. So Aqidah and i planned a date to see when we all are free. So.. we went to the kids section of that huge library.. and planned everything. BLeah. I bet the actual outing wunt cum out nice as we expected. Haha.. yea.. after that.. start to lose mood for studying.. so we went to Long John Silver to eat. Darn it. It's about..4+pm and i still havent eat lunch. Hhaa. Yea. As u guessed, i'll be screamin. Haha. (: Hmm.. after that..went home la.. nth to do... the weather not so kind to us recently.. it's been raining.. so.. we kinda prefer stay indoors. Yeah.. den took bussie 87 to hougang interchange. HAha. Fun!! Took pictures with crazy poses. HAhahaha!!!! Well.. kinda let u guys see when i upload them,alrites? (: But now.. i can say that im happy.. coz i juz have to wait for 3 more days! Yippeee.. Den dear* will be back from china. Haha! Haha. Ok then. Shall write longer later, wokie? Feel kinda tired rite now. Haiz. Kks. Nite ppl. Sweet dreams.
-* MrG and MsA
Miss u.
Juz 3 more days.
I'll continue to wait till u cum back.
Smiles!
-& i leave you @ 21:25 :)
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
Ok. Fine. Today....
Wednesday June 07 2006
Another tiny day in this island. Everything seems so dry and BORED. Gonna start on my work soon.. gonna do POA den SS. Idiot sia. Argh!! So busy.. looks like my holiday is burnt juz like that! Gosh.. Haiz... ohya. Yesterday (06/06/06) Dear* msged me. Was so damn surprised sia!!!!!!! He kinda used his dad's phone.. haha.. lalalalalala... of coz i missed him*. Bleah.. yea.. gonna wait till he cumback this Sun! Yipppeeeee.......! (: Hmm.. today.. no plans yet.. wanted to stay at home..to rest. And better get my brains working on my work! I'm like so dead! HAha... Well.. seriously, i got nth to write.. but... wad to do??!?! Boredom strikes BACK!!!!!!!!!!! Haha.. kks.. yesterday was damn lot of fun with Aqidah. Forgot to tell abt the perfume part. HAha.. but nvm lah. Lazy type. Want to knw wad happened, juz ask any of us. Haha. (: Kks. Till here . Aqidah online alrd.. and ask me to see Son-in-law's blog. Haha. Kks. Bye ppl!
MrG and MsA
Missing u.
Come back soon. (:
Hahahaha. Lalalalalalala....
Barney is a (purple) dinosaur..................................................................... (:
-& i leave you @ 12:11 :)
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
BOO~! Haha. Yeah.. so now..
Tuesday June 05 2006.
Haha.. kks.. mummy took leave and stayed at home.. coz bro having a fever. Thanks to my dearest Aqidah. Haha. Kks.. Hmm.. very boring.. slept and laze arnd the whole day.. do hmwrk.. read book.. haiz. So sian. Hmm.. den..
Today, June 06 2006
Mum took leave, AGAIN. This time, she's sick. Aiyoh. So many ppl fell sick these few days. Lucky i'm not. Haha. Thanks, God. Love You! Hmm.. yeah.. Den.. Hmm.. arnd.. 2pm went Compass Point with Aqidah. Planned to study. But in the end.. corrupted. Haha. Lotzza ppl in the stupid library. Can't find a place to sit! Haha.. So.. went down grab a waffle and.. walk walk abit.. b4 going up again. Yea.. so.. sat arnd.. and saw this Barney thingy.. where small kids sat on it.. insert 20cent coin and the thing will move. Haha.
Aqidah: WAh. So cute sehh. BARNEY. (munching her waffle)
Me: Huh. Cute? Ok lah. Not bad. (looking out for chocolate in my waffle)
Then a gal climbed down and run away from that thingy.
Me: Pathetic. No one wants to play and talk to the Barney. (still lookin at my waffle)
Aqidah: U talk to him lah! (laughing while looking at the Barney)
Me: Sorry. I don't talk to PURPLE stuffs.
And the convo goes on.. and ended with.. a loud.. "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!"
Yea..that's how lame we can be when boredom strikes. HAha.. yeah. So..after eating waffle.. went back to the library. Ok lah. Not that bad. No more unwanted humans in there. Haha. But eventually, wad we planned didnt turned out as good. Haha. Sat down.. looked for books. And stuffs like that. Kinda drew dear's* name on a paper.. and aqidah decorating it.. den sum1 was walking past. And saw wad we wrote. And this is wad Aqidah said, with her lazy eyes.
Aqidah: You're so DEAD. Haha.
Haha. Kind of. But the ppl doesnt knw that i'm the fifah or huz the Gerald that im writin abt in the paper, rite? PAthetic Humans. Wad to do? Typical Singaporeans. Haha. Kpo here and there. Bleah. Haha.. so.. the weather so cold in and out. Thank God we're wearing a sweater. Haha. Yea.. Den.. bought mash potato b4 proceeding home.. Guess wad? Aqidah listens to malay song.. WAd a miracle. HAha..so today.. Ok lah. Fun.
So.. after reaching home.. dad was alrd at home. I kinda crack sum lame jokes to mum.. as she looked preety better than in the morning . Haha. Then this was wad dad said.
Dad: The house was quiet b4 u came home.
Mum: Let her be,dear. She's juz trying to make things arnd fun.
Dad: Fun? She's juz making alot of noise. Our son is sleeping!
Me: C'mon dad,can't i be happy and shouting once in a while? Instead of lazing arnd, waiting for the sky to fall? Haha.
Dad: Wadeva,my dear. Juz don't make alot of noise!
Den suddenly.. aloud BAM was heard in front of our block. Bro suddenly woke up.
Me: THAT IS WAD I CALL NOISE, DAD. HAhahahaha!!
Yea.. i think that's all for now.. haha.. ok lah.. another day in this tiny island. Felt happy. But then.. back in my mind.. i still miss my dear*.
MrG and MsA
Missing u.
5 more days..
I'll be waiting.
-& i leave you @ 20:10 :)
Sunday, June 04, 2006
Fine. It's been 2 days since i've blogged. Hmm..
Sat June 03 2006
Haha.. damn.. wad a fun!!!! Went to sentosa.. For balloon hat party.. Hahaa... Fun sia.. WAtch them dance.. so cute!! Den.. i dunno y.. after the whole thing ends.. kinda make frends with PEicai sec.. haha.. Bomb them.. Den.. suddenly becum so friendly.. ahaha.. MrAw also talked to the peicai teacher. Bleah. Fun like heaven!! In the bus.. kinda sang song.. shout here and there.. well.. seeing my section together with me makes me feel..... HAPPY once again. (: . Hmm.. eveyone was swaying and talking away.. singing.. have fun.. spread joy... laughter.. wad a memoriable day it was!! (: Oh ya. Forget to say. Before going sentosa.. went to Ria's house.. fun.. ahahha! Her house soooo nice. Luvin it! (: Yea.. den..after reached skool.. waited for my t-boneez to finish their stuffs.. and went back home with them.. so sweet. Haha.. den suddenly.. winnie said she's going other countries. She's going back Indo. Then.. in a split second, Gerald* came across my mind. ARgh. Y???!!! Winnie shudn't have said that! Haha. Yea.. it was a miracle.. that i enjoyed myself.. without thinkin of Gerald* for a day. Haha. Haiz. REally miss him*. ): Nvm lah.. still got 1 week to go. HAiz. At least i got my daughter to accompany me. HAaha. Yeah.. anyway..
Today, June 04 2006
Nth happened lah.. grandma went back home to aunt hse.. yaay!! Thank Allah for her gd health now. Thank you, God, I love u. Hmm.. den.. after that.. went home.. haiz.. so.. tired. Bleah. ACtually dun wanna blog. But nvm lah. That's the only thing i culd do to kill my time b4 going to bed. Kks. Till here then. Shall write longer next time. Nite nite.
MrG and MsA
Miss u-*
1 more week to go.
Tell me wad shud i do.
I need u.
Accidentally in love.
-& i leave you @ 22:39 :)
Friday, June 02, 2006
Ok.. first of all.. early in the morning.. talked to dear*. Well.. his flight arnd..1.10pm juz now.. Said my last gdbye.. haha.. maybe it's not a gd bye after all.. (: . Den.. erm.. got this kind of feeling that i'm gonna miss him* so so much. Haiz. I hope he* will have a lot of fun during his* holidays. (: . Ok.. then after that.. Aqidah came over. Yipppeee!!! We went to Serangoon interchange.. to buy our ingredients.. to make chocolate cornflakes.. Yummy!!! Hahhaa. Well.. had a lot of fun.. doing it.. haha.. including..my bro.. who always disturb us in the kitchen. Haha.. Well wad to do? Haha.. a bro will always be a bro! (: . HAha.. Den.. watch sum VCD.. However.. i think the tv was watching us instead of us watching the tv... Cause.. half an hour later, we fell asleep.. at the living room. Gosh! How embarassing! Haha... LOL. Den.. i realized it's arnd..5.30pm. Well.. asked AQidah to cum in my room to sleep. Yea.. den i also slept beside her. She's kinda sick. So do I. Geez. Den.. after a short while, i realized that my bro was also sleeping.. on the floor! Goodness!! Wad a scare! Near stepped onto him! Haha.. yup.. Bro switched off the tv.. Den.. everyone bunk in into my room. Sleeping away.. Nice. Luvin it. Yeah. Den..arnd..6.40pm..woke up.. Haha.. Aqidah wanna go home.. her voice getting worse.. so.. sent her to the bus stop.. when going down the stairs, saw dad.. He juz came back home. (: Haha.. Yeah.. den.. wanted to go hospital.. but nah.. was told that grandma slept alrd.. so no use going there. Bluek.. Hmm.. tot of seeing her tmr.. but going Sentosa for ballooon hat party! Yipppeee!! BMB.. Jia You...!!! I'll be supporting u!!! TEQUILA!!! Hahaha.. kks.. till then.. shall write again tmr, ok?? Nites. Sweet dreams.
MrG and MsA
Gonna miss u loads.
Love U.
I'll be right here waiting, juz for u.
Lalala. I'm bored. Wonder if i culd sleep tonite. Argh. Shoo~!
Dear..Help! Hahahaa! (:
-& i leave you @ 22:12 :)
He Said It. Blush.
Well.. haha. Yesterday.. 01/06/06 .. was a.. well.. haha. COOL date. Today dear* will be going for his holiday.. argh.. ten days.. i thought the last time we meeting each other was on last Wed.. which we went to catch a movie. But den.. yesterday dear* went to go see doctor... den he* said he* wanted to go hougang mall. Asked me whether want to meet him. Of coz my ans is yes yes. Haha. So.. yea.. went library to return and borrowed sum stuffs.. and.. well.. walk2 arnd.. for 20 mins.. den went home.. got to go hospital. Den.. sumthing unexpected happened. He msged me, and say it. So.. i was.. like.. erm....... wow. Speechless. Blushing all the way.. well. I think wad Shyaq said is true. He will say the 3 magic words either on 1 june or 6 june. But hey papa bear..! You're right. Haha.. yea.. so.. dear* sent me home yesterday. Nice larh. Haha. Gonna miss him* lots. Haiz.. But it's ok.. at least his words yesterday culd keep me happy. (: Yea.. Haha. So.. *hint hint* Those hu understand wad i meant good lah. Those hu doesnt, juz too bad. Haha. But all i can say for now is that.. I'm HAPPY. (:
MrG and MsA
01/06/06
Love Begins
Take care.
Miss Ya
Accidentally in Luv?
I Guess It Still Is.
-& i leave you @ 11:38 :)
