Wednesday, May 31, 2006
FUN. MORE FUN. JUZ A LIL BIT MORE FUN.
Ok..today went to SP. Hahah.. to look for courses..well.. eventually.. sumthing happened.. hahha.. so.. we all changed plans.. Well... after exiting, kinda have a misunderstanding for awhile. Can't decide where to go. Hhaha. So.. in the end.. dunno how it happened, everyone decided to go Lothar's house. Haha. Den Dear* and I decided to go catch a movie. Imagine.. it's still early! Haha. Hmmm.. went to take another train.. i mean.. opposite train.. so.. headed to Jurong station. Search for cinema.. cant find one.. Dear* called it a rundown building or sumthing. HAhaha. Den.. saw a grp of ppl ice skating. So sweet. Went in to look while.. Told him* wad happened the first time i ice-skate. Haha. Hmm..den.. took train again.. to Boon Lay.. went to Jurong Point and saw Golden Village. Argh. HAha. Actually.. my plans for today was to go SP, Den go meet mum awhile.. den back to skool for band. Haha.. but wad to do? Haha.. Hmm.. back to the story. So.. we bought tickets to watch X-Men. Alrite. It's fun, i shall say. Again, sumthing happened between me and Dear*. Too bad, too confidential to tell it here. Haha. So.. after watching movie, went to Singapore Post to eat. Felt very hungry. But den.. back in my mind.. there's sumthing disturbing.. As in.. well.. yesterday he* told me that he's going off to China this Fri.. and only be back on 11 June. I'm like so... aaaaa.. no comments. Dunno what's my feeling. Haiz. So.. after eating.. went to skool.. for band.. by that time it's abt.. 3+? Haiz.. well.. looks like today gonna be the last time i'm gonna see dear*. So.. he* told me that he will sent me to school.. And there we were, walking to the school gate. Den.. dunno y.. got this feelin of.. we dun wanna let go. Haiz. Wadeva S**** i'm feeling juz now.. felt like bursting to tears. Haha. Gonna miss him* so much. Haiz. Den this stupid security guard. Anyhow say.. sumthing. ARgh. Dun wanna talk bout it. Haiz. Den.. attended band. Ok lah. WAs fun. Miss my buddy. Hahhaha. Hmm.. After band.. proceed home.. got ready to hospital. By 8.10pm.. cant stand it anymore.. wanna go home. So tired. Haiz. So.. yeah.. thats all for today, i think. But today's outing i will never forget. (:
Yup.
Accidently In Love.
Hand To Hand.
MrG and MsA
Shall Miss U.
I'll Be Waiting.
Love Ya.
-& i leave you @ 20:53 :)
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Boo! Haha. Well.. Yesterday wanted to blog.. but realized.. too tired.. afte yesterday's family reunion again. This time.. it's lunch. Haha. Hmm.. yesterday.. sat for MT O-level. Ok lah. It's simpler than Cikgu's paper. Haha. (: . Den.. Went Cp with Dear*, Aqid and Lp. The journey there was ok. Nth much happened.. Juz talked here and there wif dear*. Reached there go Macs to eat. Well.. as usual, with this grand-daughter of mine (Lp), everything seems chaotic. Haha. Blurness here and there.. giggles.. haha. Wadeva lah. Haha.. den walk walk arnd.. Dear* went to buy his stuff at Watson. Aqid and Lp went Popular Bookstore. Den.. saw kids playing this mini maze.. as in.. games.. of winnie the pooh. Cute sia. Haha. Den.. proceed home. Asked Aqid and Lp come over my hse. Dear* accompanied me home. Sweeto. (: . The journey back home was.. erm.. well. Haha. Can't describe it that well. But it was sweet lah. Haha. Hmm.. den.. after dear* sent me home.. he went home too. Aqid and Lp went my house.. Play with pillows.. bears... Pity my darling bearies. Be the victim of Lp and Aqid sia. Haha. Nice. Den.. rest.. talk abt our relationshp. Fun lah. Hhaha. Den.. after they went home.. clean up hse. Mum went hospital to look at grandmama. Den.. i went to aunt hse awhile.. eat sumthing light. Play with the babies. Haha. Den proceed home. Dad called. Fetching me go hospital. (: . Well.. at least i dun have to stay alone at home. Haha. Nice. Hmm.. i think shall stop here lah. Going to sentosa soon!!! Yeah. With Aqid. Dunno whether dear* coming or not. I dun think so. Coz.. i wanna look at our band rehearsal for balloon hat's party!!! Yeahhhh.. Jia You, ppl!! Gonna be proud of y'all! Haha. Great, now i miss my buddy. MY T-BONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thanks For Everything. (:
Miss my buddy lorts!
Gonna hug it!!
MrG and MsA
Tell me why
Ain't nothing but a heartache
Tell me why
Ain't nothing but a mistake
(:
I'm happy for now. Because of you.
-& i leave you @ 11:04 :)
Saturday, May 27, 2006
Alrite. Today woke up at 7.25am. For MT lesson. Yea yea. I knw it's Sat. Sum of u called it madness to cum to school in the morning for lessons. But wad to do? O level Mt is like.. On Mon? Hahaha. Joke. Well.. How sweet of cikgu to cum back on Sat juz to teach us. Well.. thanks cikgu, for ur guidance all this while. I will not forget all the things u've done.. All the scolding, jokes, laughter and frustration. Hhaha. (: . Well.. as usual, my siamese TWIN a.k.a my daughter a.k.a Aqidah, came late. Haha. Was suppose to report at 8am. And guess wad time we came? 8.45. Nice. Hhahah. I came with band tee and shorts. Skirt corrupted lah. Haha. Hmm.. arnd.. 9.30am Aqid and I started complaining. WE'RE HUNGRY. Haha. Well.. dunno how.. we went thru the lesson. Haha. Cikgu as usual, declared us Buy 1 Get 1 Free. LOL. Haha. Den.. called us The Siamese Twin also. Jokes man. Haha.. today he targeted on us and Shyaq! Hahah. Fun. Den.. finish lesson arnd.. 11.50am.. Decided to go Serangoon Garden to eat. Rushed there like mad. Hungry wad.. (: . We ate fried chicken rice. Wah. Shiok. Haha. Den.. bought for Aqid choco cake.. Belated birthday cake lah. Haha. Paisehh. Hmm.. den.. went home.. Aqid came along.. to get sum malay books frm me.. Den guess wad? Played royal rumble with her and my teddy bears!!!!!!! Haha.. FUN SIA. Messed up each other's hair. Behaved like sisters. Hhahaha. Cool. Den dad and bro came home. Quickly arranged our hair and my bed. Er-hem. We not doing anything wrong ar.......... HAHAHHA. Dun think dirty ar.... Haha. Den.. She decided to go home.. So.. waved to her bye-bye.. Hahaha. Yup. AFter that.. proceed with household chores. ARGH. Haha.. vacummed the house.. mop it.. arrange sum stuffs.. haha. Phew! Tired! Mum went hospital to see grandmama. Bro sleeping. Dad went out awhile. Msg Dear*. He's having a fever. Pity him*. HAiz. Hope he gets well soon. (: . Hmm.. later evening.. gonna go out.. go hospital to meet the rest... Yea.. So.. till then.. Shall stop here. Will update tmr, okies? Adios!
MrG and MsA
Shall be ur special one.
Luv ya.
U dunno how painful it is.. to bear the pain once again..
Y now? Y must u appear now?
I dunno wad to say.
I hope, my silence can tell it all one day.
Love, Afifah-* (:
-& i leave you @ 16:15 :)
Friday, May 26, 2006
HAhaha.. HAPPY B'DAE AQIDAH!!!!!!!!!!! HAhahah.. Today... Fun like heaven sia!!! Haha. Hmm.. firstly, first 6 periods had MT. Wah. Mono-ing all the way, with Aqid. Hyper for the 1st period.. then.. suddenly so tired and sick of malay. Haha. Den.. arnd.. 9.30am.. cikgu suddenly stood up and pack up his laptop. I and Aqidah were like.. HUH? Wad's happening? Den.. Got announcement. Fire Drill. HAHAHAHA. Jokes man cikgu! Never tell us. HAha. We went to the field in orderly manner. Haha. Wad to do? Mono all the way. Haha. Den.. got this one stupid toad. Some gals screaming away. Haha. Thanks to Hareez, for the addition of scream. Haha. Den.. Went back class. Still mono. So somehow, we managed to go thru the lesson. Cikgu gave us motivation talk for the last hour before recess. Haiz. Wanna cry then. SO touching and... argh. Cant describe. Thanks, cikgu. (: . Den.. Went recess with Sophia and Aqidah. Didnt eat.. coz.. was not feeling that well. Walked thru the rain yesterday mar. Haha. Den.. Went back class for FT period. AS usual, Cher nag due to POA. Haha. Standard ar. Hmm.. den.. here comes the best part. Went to sit with dear* in class. Waiting for Anna and Aqidah to cum out from class. Wanna go out! Yippe. Haha. Den.. decided to go HM, makan pizza. So..we went home.. change clothes.. den meet at HM. Anna and dear* reached there first. Then the best thing was.. "The pizza hut is gone. Renovated lah!" Haha.. laughing like hell. HAha.. DEn went to the magic wok or sumthing to eat. Haha. Anna and dear* paid up for our meals. I didnt really expected that. Coz i myself brought money to treat Aqidah for her b'dae!! Hahha. So then.. went to take neo prints. This time.. Aqidah and my turn to treat. Haha.. We took the pics like mad ppl sehh!!!!!!! Laugh there, laugh here. Dunno when to get ready. HAhah. Decorate it till so flowery lah, lovey lah.. fruity lah.. Aiyoh. Hahah.. thanks to Anna and Aqidah. HAha. Yeah.. so after that..went home. With dear*. Haiz.. gonna rush.. cause this stupid man wanna cum over and fix sumthing at home. Argh. haha. Yeah.. Dunno y.. but i felt so happy with them arnd! (: AHahahha. So.. took same bus as dear*. He wanna go town to meet his mum.. So.. we talked and joked in the bus. Yup. Secured with him. Haha. Alrite. Till then.
MrG and MsA.
260506.
Painted Memories.
I'm HAPPY. Very Happy.
Being with u juz make me feel DIFFERENT.
-& i leave you @ 20:16 :)
Thursday, May 25, 2006
Alrite.. today very the fun.. hmm.. yea yea.. yesterday nvr cum to skool. Hhaha. Miss my dear. Hmm.. well.. today.. first 6 periods got feedback forum. Haha. Mono-ing all the way! Juz like my daughter! Hhaha. Didnt realize Gerald* wanted me to sit with the rest.. Haha. ERm..Sorry. HAha.. was a bit.. blur. Haha.. when comes to Chem.. suddenly changed place. Haha. SAt beside him*. (: . Den.. as usual.. Freezing to death. Haha.. Den recess time.. first time eat with classmates and dear*. Haha. Lol. Hmm.. den.. MT INTENSIVE!!! Hahha. Fun all the way.. Well.. in class.. a bit emo. Think abt the past AGAIN. Shyt. Argh. So sick of bina ayat alrd. Haha. Sonsang halfway! Hahahahahha. Rite daughter? Haha. Yeah.. Den.. Gerald* came in at 1.30pm. Clear sum doubts with him*.. Haha. Finally i culd sleep in peace. (: . Den..at 2 pm.. went to com lab to continue malay. Haha.. sat behind. WAs thinkin of talking crap and play sum exciting stuffs with Aqid. But den.. cikgu suddenly shouted.. " AFifah!! Come here! Sit here. Why so at the back there? Aqidah also. COme! Buy 1 get one free! " I culd have died there when he said that. Haha. Den.. sat in front with cikgu. At the teacher's table. Haha. Paiseh. But as wad Aqid say.. Biar lah. Biar lah. Den i'm like.. wadeva lah eh. Haha. Yup.. we talked at the same time, and the same words today. Dunno y.. HAha. Funny though. Hhaha. Same reaction for the same incident. Haha. Crap. Haha.. den.. after MT. WEnt to look for Gerald*. Rained heavily.. So.. we kinda waited for the rain to stopped. But den.. in the end.. decided to walked thru the rain. Haha. With daughter too! (: . Fun. WEll.. kinda love dear*'s hair in the rain. NICE. Hhaha. Den.. went to take 80. Went Cp. Dear* went home. All drenched. Nice. HAha. REached CP.. see books for MAlay o levels. Getting prepared. But guess wad? In the end we ended up doing freaky videos of ourselves. Being the contestant of Singapore Idol. Oh my goodness. HAha.. Yeah. Den aFter that.. went home.. abt 6.40... hahahha .Yup. Today Fun like heaven. Haha. Thanks to my dear* and daughter. Not to mention Papa Bear for all his entertainment in Malay class. That dangdut song. Goodness. It's so ridiculous!! HAha. Till here then. (:
Take you away..
From that empty apartment..
You stayed and forget where the heart is..
Someday if ever u loved me, u said it's ok..
MrG and MsA
Missyou LOADS.
-& i leave you @ 22:17 :)
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Alrite. I think it's been ages.. since i last wrote an entry. Haha. Hmm. Lotzza things happened. Well.. take it for instance, last sunday.. Went big walk. Haha. Fun like crazy. Dunno y. Well.. we kinda loved the walk. Even though its a 10 km walk. Haha. We dun really feel it. Haha. Well.. we kinda talked crap all the time. Haha. By tthe time reached 7 km.. WAh.. all stoning and mono-ing. No mood to talk. Thirsty and hungry alrd. Haha. After that me and aqid went CP to makan. Ok lah. No that bad. Well.. by that time.. really miss Gerald*. Haiz. Den Aqid blurted out a name when eating. I nearly choked. Or i shall say.. i culd have died there. Jokes man. Haha. Den.. The next day.. Mon.. Got back results. Idiot. Haiz. Hmm.. then today.. well.. Mt intensive.. Wah. dun wanna talk abt it lah. I culd have fainted there.. doing malay stuffs. Haiz. Den.. Gerald* came up to look for me in the library. How sweet. Hah. Den.. went home.. muza have a password to pass thru cher. Kinda our code. Muz create a poem. Haha. I laughing like mad. Dunno how. Den saw a magazine. Me, Kas, Shirah, Aqid and Cecilia.. took one pantun each. Haha. Nonsense. Cheater bugs. Haha. Den went home with Aqid, GErald* Eventually.. we talked alot on my way home with Aqid. Decided to go HQ. Makan there. Haha. Den talked abt sumthing that can make me cry.. Well. .we talked abt how things changed since sec 1. Time passed by so fast. I dunno y. And not only that.. it's also abt the ppl come and go in our lives....... The presence of Gerald* and Kadri really changed us. As in.. we're back.. as best frends. Aqidah and I kinda lost each other during sec 2 .. Well.. now.. sec 4.. Well.. we have a strong feeling that we discovered ourselves more. And.. matured enuff to let go of things. Didnt know that it will turned out this way. Mum used to tell me that as i walked down this path of my secondary skool life, things will change. I usually dun get wad she meant. However, now i realized the meaning of each and every word of hers. Things did changed. And i knew that i still have a long way to go to achieve my goal. Well.. I'm proud to have my family, frends and Gerald* to support me all the way thru. Well.. Gerald*... i knew him abt.. 1 and a half years. But.. things changed lah. Changed alot. No one culd suspect i culd get close to my own classmate. Haha. Nonsense. But now i'm happy. With everyone arnd me. All i got to do now is to concentrate for my prelim 2 and o levels. Haiz. Well. I bet time gonna pass by so fast. (: . Ok.. so.. juz now.. as we walked to Aqid's bus stop.. we kinda sing monotone. Haha. Sugar, we're going down. Haha. If we participate in Singaproe Idol, i think we're gonna get rotten egg and tomatoes. Haha. With stupid actions. But went i reached home.. I realized tat there's still a kid in me.. Haha. I can be happy if i choose to. Especially with my loved ones. WEll.. to all my classmates and frends out there... Wanna thank u for all the joy and laughter we shared all this while. This memory of ours will not be forgotten.
TO my dear frend Aqidah:
Finally I found the old u. I'm sure things will go along the way it is. No worries. (:
MrG and MsA
Love,
Nur Afifah.
-& i leave you @ 19:04 :)
Thursday, May 18, 2006
18/05/06
Fine. That's it! Prelim 1 over. Haiz. Blink blink. Later Prelim 2 come in. Haiz. Gonna fight thru the days ahead. Well.. yesterday dun need to go to skool. No paper to sit for. However.. got appointment with frends outside to study POA. With shyaq, fadhil, nicholas, gerald*, candy and alfee. Den aqidah cum along. Haha. Hmm. WE studied. But today's POA was like a killer paper to sum of us, though. Haha. Tmr Eng oral. Muz talk talk talk. Haha. Shiok. Suppose to watch movie with gerald* and sum of my classmates. But eventually.. culd not go. Got to help mum with sum stuffs. Guess i got to skip another mini class outing again! Argh. Always like that seh. Hmph. Nvm. Got weekends. (: . So juz now.. after POA paper got this Ne Quiz thingy. Fine i sucked at it too. Bleah. Haha. Den Gerald* got this El class. So after meeting the rest at coffeeshop.. i went home. Haiz. Tired. Later maybe going out with 'daughter' for ice-kacang. But dunno lah that 'daughter' of mine. Sleep only. Hahaha. So.. waiting for her reply. Hmm..Now still talking to her. Sleepy.. dun wanna sleep. HAha. Claimed got alot to update. Aiyoh. Haha. Wadeva. Well. These few days kinda tiring. Stayed up late to clean room. New furnitures coming in this weekend. Cool! Haha. New bed, new wardrobe, new table! Yeah!! Haha.. happy like mad. Hhaha.. Hmm.. this sunday.. maybe going to big walk with the rest. Not sure too. Haiz. Too many stuffs in my head. Hmm.. wad else? Well.. thats all, i think. Nth much to say. Now it's my turn getting sleepy. Bleah. Kks. Gonna go aunt house to eat lunch. Haha. Till then! (:
MrG and MsA
-& i leave you @ 12:51 :)
Monday, May 15, 2006
15/05/06
Phew.. wad a week! Well.. kinda long time didnt wrote.. cause.. too busy with Prelims. Hmm.. guess wad? I only got abt two more papers to sit for. And i'm done with it. Den wanna concentrate on Malay. Gonna get high marks for O levels. =) . Hmm.. last Fri was Vesak Day. Nth much.. but studied with nurul and aqidah at Hougang Mall kfc. Haha. Ok lah. We blabbered alot. =). Den went home.. at night went out with family and relatives, to shop. Haha. Den Sat.. studied wif Aqidah and Shyaq. Den discovered sumthing. Shyaq is a SHRIEKING bear. Oh my goodness. Haha. Only Aqid get wad i mean. Haha. Hmm.. den.. at night..went out for my neighbour's daughter's bdae! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHALINI!!! She's juz a year old. And she's so so cute! =) .. Den after that..went home. On Sun.. it's daddy's b'day as well as mother's day! HAPPY B'DAE DAD! HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY, MUM! Haha.. i also been wished by my fake daughter Aqidah. Not to mention my son-in-law, too. K*****. Haha. Den..went CP.. to buy sum stuffs. Den saw my cousin and her family! Went out to eat dinner together. How lovely. Haha. Well.. this time round my hols were not that dry. Haha. Enjoyed it to the max! Hmm.. today sat for Bio paper. Rawks, man. Haha. Den saw Gerald* . Finally! After 3 long days. Miss Him* . Den.. stayed back for awhile in canteen. Den proceed home. Abt 1.40pm went CP and Hougang Mall with Aqidah. Buy present for Shyaq. Today's his b'dae!! HAPPY B'DAE SHYAQ!! =) .. Yea.. i think that's all.. nth much. =) . Well.. gtg now.. have to reply Gerald's msg. And also to study Math for PAper 2 tmr. All the best guys. Till den.
- MrG and MsA *
I'm happy. Very happy.
-& i leave you @ 21:09 :)
Thursday, May 11, 2006
11/05/06..
Well.. this time round.. i'm not gonna write wad exactly happened these few days.. coz.. all i did was juz plain PRELIMS. Haiz.. ok.. yesterday was math paper 1. Was a killer paper for most of us. Argh. So.. gonna do Paper 2 better. Den.. today.. sat for 3 papers.. Eng paper 2, Chem and Bio paper 2 and Chem paper 3. Haiz.. Chem was easy. Bio was ok too. Eng was interesting, =) . Ok lah. Hmm.. after paper.. went coffeeshop with Gerald* and met up with Nic, Eugene and Lothars. The usual clics of frends. Den.. waited for him* to eat. He* asked me out to watch movie. But i wanna study for bio. So.. he said it's ok. So.. he went out with his mum instead.
Well.. that was wad basically happened today.. the rest of the days i spent at my aunt's house. Well.. most of my frends in skool kept asking hu's this Gerald* is and stuffs like that. Well.. let me tell u the actual story lah.. =)
People says it takes two hands to clap, two hearts to beat as one. I used to ignore was ppl say.. So mushy! Hmph. But then.. It all started in november 2004.. intensive programme for all sec 2s.. ok fine. I did badly in my second year in Bartley. So.. i went to 3e3.. due to high commitments. I still rememebered vividly that it was during the fasting month. I took my first step into the class.. where i knew no one. Everything seemed colourful to me. As in.. all the ppl inside that class was happy and joking away.. including the malays who were fasting. Bleah. Not all, i guess. Haha. I dunno. However.. there's summone in the corner of the class that i didnt take notice at all. Till the day a coin rolled down the corridor of our classroom.
It was year 2005.. SEc 3. It was an impt year for us. But.. not all of us took that year seriously. Well.. I sat at the 3rd sit, on the 2nd row. So.. i paid attention sumtimes. =). Den.. Right behind my row,there he was. Sitiing quietly, or sumtimes.. sleeping.. living in his own tiny wurl. Den one day..thanks to Hafiz.. he dropped his coin.. and dunno how it happened, the coin rolled out of the door, to the drain outside our classroom. We shifted to the new skool, by then, rememebr? =). Den.. wad happened was.. he and me.. rushed out of the classroom to pick that coin.
Him: Hahaha. Who's coin ar?
Me: I think it's mine.
Haifz(shouting): Eh! Anyhow only! Mine lah!!
Me: REally?
Him: Hahahha. No lah. It's mine.
Me: Go away lah. Hahahha. Not ours. It's his!
Him: Haha.. ok ok. Money will still be money mar. Haha!
That was our first conversation. Saw him smiling and laughin for the first time. Well.. maybe it's not the first time in 3e3. Maybe it's my first time saw him doing it. Haha. From that day onwards.. i tried talking to him.. as u knw.. i gt this childhood problem, of being too environmental friendly. Haha.. Den.. we started to exchange numbers.. and talked. So.. sec3.. We sat with each other if i didnt bring my book for SS. Haha. Cher always tell us not to talk. Haha. Den.. as usual... i called everyone my dear, darling.. But dunno y.. it seemed special to him. So.. until now.. i still call him dear. Haha. Well.. he used to irritate me. And i irritate him. Whenever he got on my nerves, i will turn to shyaq, our brader bear. Haha. Den one day Shyaq asked me..
Shyaq: Y dun u and him together?
Me: Huh?
Shyaq: U both always quarrel. Ppl always say that if boy and gal fight, they will be together one day. Haha.
Me: Shyaq, that's so crappy. No way! He's a chinese! Nah. It's totally impossible.
Shyaq: U wuldnt know.
Well.. time passed by so fast.. and of coz.. lotzza things happened between both of us.. However.. to cut it short, this year..2006.. we became close.. out of the sudden..even both of us cant explain y. We juz felt.. weird if one of us is missing. So.. if i myself cant explain, how am i suppose to tell u all? =) But one thing for sure, I cant beleive myself, that now i'm spending most of my time with a guy.. that used to sat quietly in a corner of the class.. whose name is Gerald Tan. Many called it coincidence. I call it.. Fate. MAybe we're born to be gd frends. Maybe not. I dunno. Coz 1 thing for sure.. Whateva comes along.. we leave it that way. We dun force things. I'm happy with him now. Very happy. And it's all i ever wanted. Summone hu culd understand my joy.. and the reason behind every laughter of mine. =) .. However.. we're not attached yet. Haha. RElax, ppl. Why so excited abt the word attached..? HAha. Well.. when the time comes.. i'll tell. Haha.
-* MrG and MsA
I'm afraid of losing u.
-& i leave you @ 20:55 :)
Monday, May 08, 2006
08/05/06
YAAY..!! Today's Mum b'dae..! =) (HAPPY B'DAE, MUM. LOVE YOU.) Hmm.. den.. went to skool in the morning.. nah.. i think it's juz another of those Monday Blues where u culdnt open ur eyes that wide to start lessons. Argh. Den..start off with POA. Did a test on Correction of Errors. Well.. expected.. did quite badly. Haha. Den.. Geog.. had a talk with cher. Told us not to panic during geog paper tmr. Yea.. tmr Geog paper.. and POA paper 1. Hmm.. Den.. after Geog 3 periods of Eng. Kinda do compre.. to build up our skills on paper 2.. Den watch news in class. Haha. Laughed my head off when saw the one on Loo Horror. Oh my gosh. Hhahahha. Den.. out of the sudden.. cikgu popped his head inside our class. Told us abt of results. Most of us flung. Haiz. AFter that.. recess.. ate with Sofia, DAnii, Cherilyn and Carissa. Ok lah. Nth much happened. WEnt back class, with the unpeaceful heart. Worried abt Malay. Den.. it was supposed to be SS period.. but cher took it for math. Hmm.. did sum math in class, with Gerald* sitting beside me. Ok lah. Fun. But still, Malay paper 2 ringing in my head. Darn. Den.. after Math was POA. Did another test on Analysis. Argh. Ok lah. Den.. culdnt went home. Must stay back.. coz cikgu wanna give back our papers to let us see. Ok fine. Here cums the sucky part. I flung the paper. Culd u imagine that?! I'm so so disappointed with myself. After all the practice i've done, this is all i culd afford to get? Haiz. But no matter wad, i will strive harder the next time round. I wanna get back my A2. I dun care. I'm willing to work damn hard for that. Haiz. AFter cikgu left.. i cried. Cried out silently.. for the first time in my entire life, i cried my heart out for my failure of malay paper. Kasidah gave me a hug.. and Aqidah gave me sum encouraging words. Den.. Gerald* came in class and saw my wet cheeks. So.. rushed to the toilet. Lothars was like.. telling him* that i cried.. in chinese.. I'm so.... ARGH. Den.. came back to class.. with red eyes. Aqidah went back to her class.. or sumthing.. den left me with Gerald*, and HAreez. Really pity Hareez. Everyone knew his marks for malay. He did badly. I can see from his eyes that he was so hurt abt it. I told him that we have to move on and prove others wrong. So.. i talked my heart out with Gerald*. He listened to every single word i spoke. Really appreciated. Den.. went to library. But closed. Stock checking. When we went down, Hareez told that our classmates were inside. They were studying one corner. So.. Gerald* and i stayed in class for half an hour b4 goin up again. Talked for awhile.. Den.. well.. went up library.. to study with the rest. Took pictures with him*. Thanks to Shyaq. Haha. So now.. i realized that i at least have a grp of frends.. that cared abt me. =) . Den..went coffeeshop to eat. Dear** ate. But i didnt. So.. sat beside him* and accompany him* eating roti prata with the others. Den.. after that i went home.. haha.. got prepared to go out for dinner.. to Junction 8, Swensens. Mum's bdae.. So.. had a nice dinner with tasty ice-cream. Haha. Happy bout it. So.. now.. gonna do one last revision of Geog and POA. Den wanna sleep. Waiting for dear** too... So.. i guess.. everything was ok.. except for the tears i shed that afternoon. Sigh.
- MrG and MsA
He showed me the way to planet love.
-& i leave you @ 21:00 :)
Sunday, May 07, 2006
06/05/06
Well.. nth happened yesterday.. kinda stayed at home and did sum geog.. hmm.. was voting day.. so... in the morning parents went voting.. i stayed at home.. then.. they came back.. go arnd 1+.. had lunch.. supposed to go fishing after that.. but.. aunt and uncle cancelled.. haiz.. dunno wad happened.. den.. stayed at home the whole afternoon.. with Gerald* accompanying me.. talked abt sum stuffs.. den.. sounded like we both are bored? Well.. i dunno. Haha. Den.. at night suppose to go to sum place.. to see furnitures.. but dad preferred to stay at home.. and watch the news.. for the results of the voting.. so.. went Lor Ah Soo to eat dinner.. den went back home.. stayed up to watch the results. Since i'm under the Aljunied GRC thingy.. well.. i decided to watch. Well, expected, PAP won. But not surprised that there was tough competition with WP. haha. So.. slept about..12.50am. Sigh. Tired. He* slept arnd 1am. Knocked out.
07/05/06
Well... today nth much also.. went to a wedding lunch.. at Rivervale. Nice. Den.. talked to him* while getting ready.. He* called me a princess ! Hahahahhaa. Couldn't stop laughing and smiling.. Den i called him* my prince . Den went to town.. With relatives.. Buy sum stuffs for mother's day.. and mum's bdae which is tmr.. Haha. Wonder wad will happen tmr. =) . He* kept me company whole afternoon, till now.. when i'm writing this entry. =D. Well.. kinda tired. But.. juz like a pri skool compo, i shall end my day with...
" I went home tired, but happy. "
I miss my Prince.
- MrG and MsA*
-& i leave you @ 21:43 :)
Friday, May 05, 2006
04/05/06.
Ok.. fine..yesterday abit sucky lah.. haiz.. thanks to Shyaq.. make me uncomfortable all the way.. Haiz.. anyway.. dun wanna talk abt it... wads donee is done. Den.. after skool.. went CP with Gerald* and walked to the library.. went with Aqid also.. den.. told him wad Shaq said... den he also let out sum stuffs.. finally we managed to talked things out. =D. But not wad u think har. He juz say that it's funny wad Shyaq said den i told him i'm not that prepared. Prelims on the way. Den.. went home.
05/05/06
MT prelims.. paper 1 was ok. Paper 2 was a disaster.. haha.. no comments on that. Hhaha. Den.. went to eat in canteen. He* accompanied me, as usual. Den.. nic and lothars came. =) .. said sumthing abt going out .. den.. gerald* said sumthing also.. i dunno wad. Den went to class.. put sum stuffs.. den sat with him*.. talking abt sum old memories. But dear, i promise u that i will erase those memories. After wad candy told me.. i think it's true. Dun rush. Girl's heart are different. Haiz.. So.. abt 3 +.. went home with him..
Now, u've conquered my heart. You showed me the right path in life. U've motivated me. U've taught me to laugh once again. I knw we're going against all odds. However, there's sumthing that kept us going. I dunno wad is it. Most importantly, u are there with me. All the time.
I'm scared. I think I lurveyou.
MrG and MsA =)
Miss ya.
-& i leave you @ 21:37 :)
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
03/05/06.
Started off with Math. Did revision on speed-time graph. Not that bad. =) . Den.. Geog.. Haha. Cool. Did map-reading. Still struggling, though. But Ms Yong said that i culd come and meet her for personal guidance. Hhahaha. Well.. catching up! Den.. Eng.. as usual.. talked crap with Sofia, and Hanis. Hhaaha. Lovely ppl. But we did nth in the class lah. When Mr Ng goes thru the paper the he gave us back.. i only have little correction.. Nth much to be done. So.. ta-dah! I took out my POA book and study. Bleah. Den..recess. Ouh. Wanna eat.. but not feeling well. Sore throat. In the morning.. my voice was like.. wow. Rockstar or sumthing? Haha. Nice. Shyaq laughing at my voice. Idiot. LOL. Haha. Den.. After recess was Mt. Didnt really paid attention to Cikgu. Was not feeling very well. Felt kinda feverish. Haiz. Sorry cikgu. Hmm.. den POA. Crap all the way. Flu came to visit. Argh. CAnt stand it. Wadeva lah. So.. i managed to sit thru the whole lesson.. Eventually, there's no test. ARgh. After school end.. felt so hungry. So.. Gerald* came to my place.. and told him* i wanna eat. Den..when we went out of class, our class-tee came. Nice. Love the design. But to some, it's kinda small. For me, lucky it's juz nice. =). Den..after that.. went canteen with him* to eat.. he* accompanied me the whole of my makan session. Haha. Den.. talked abt sum stuffs.. =) Well.. talked from 1.45 to 2.50.. den went back class. He* got physics to attend to. So.. left him there.. and went to canteen.. to study with Aqid. Waited for him till his lesson finish.. Soon.. abt 5pm.. they were released.. waited for them to celebrate Candy's B'dae (HAPPY BIRTHDAY CANDY!!) =D .. Den.. worse.. i felt.. so so so so sick! Argh. Dizzy.. haiz. Den..went home with him* without anything much to say. Kinda felt so werid.. and i hope he understand y i'm keeping quiet. Haha. Den..took bus 158 with Aqid to interchange. She wanna top-up her ez-link. Den.. went MacD. Talked bout.. TMR. Well. I dunno wad will happen tmr. But.. after wad Shyaq said.. I'm scared. I'm scared to know the turth, or i shall say.. to face the truth. I knw wad's going on in this heart of mine. But.. culd it resist the truth that may be discovered tmr? Wadeva lah. Haiz. No matter wad, I'm prepared. For anything.
If Only There Is Word to Describe My Feelings For You.
The Firmament. It's singing once again.
-& i leave you @ 19:17 :)
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Alrite.. today.. first two periods.. Math. Haha.. stood up in class with Shyaq cause neva bring paper.. Bluek. Nvm. At least i did it. Hmm.. after that was Chem. Wuhuu...!! I passed my Organic Chemical test. Yeah. Happy like heaven! =) Hmm.. den.. Mt. Haiz.. Cikgu asked to show our wotk. Mine kinda 3/4 done. Left with a few more. But still, i own up.. and said that i didnt do finish. Integrity.. Bartleyans way of life. Haha.. den.. ask me go for PAW. So.. i proved to him that i can do it by school end. So.. i showed him from first level after school.. haha.. Nice. Den.. After MT was recess.. ate with Sofia. As usual, talked crap.. but this time round.. mood kinda off. Haiz.. wad to do? Stress. Hmm.. Den.. CE.. nth much.. After that was SS. Did sum self-study. Finished up my malay work, so that i wunt go for PAW. Hmm..after school ends.. Gerald* waited for me to show cikgu my work. Den.. he* said that he's going kovan. He* meeting Nic and the rest there. So.. I followed him* there. Talked to Aqid.. she said she got POA. But den.. when i and him* walked down the parade square, she claimed she wanna cum along. Yea. At least i wunt be bored.. as in.. gal and gal. Haha. Den.. took bus 80 with him*. Didnt talk much. Tired. Thanks to the weather. Hmm.. den.. reached there.. saw Nic and more of my classmates at KFC. I asked him* whether he* want to eat with them or not.. he* said he dun want.. So.. wen went jalan2.. at kovan.. nice. Saw sum nice nice bears.. haha.. Den.. wen Aqid reached, Gerald* went off with Nic to do sum stuffs. So as usual, Aqid and i do sum weirdo stuffs. Took neo card.. haha.. dunno how many times. Haha. Nice. Den.. went compass to buy my hair band. Haha. Gerald* alrd at home when i msged him . Argh. Miss him*. Den.. went home.. Haiz.. many things to be done. So.. Got to go. Will update morer later.
Miss him.*
-& i leave you @ 20:59 :)
