Thursday, March 09, 2006
here i am.. once again.. shedding tears.. thru the nite.. well.. tmr is the competition.. well.. Cheerleading competition alrd. the actual day. And.. today lotzza things cock up. Made Albert angry and stuffs. Haiz.. den summore.. Dick.. haiz.. really got no comments on him.. all i can is to keep quiet, nth more or nth less to say. Things that has to be said is alrd said. I cant afford to repeat myself again. For the same thing. I really cant take it. I;m not surprise, if tmr.. we lose the STUPID competition. I really dunno wads going on. As in.. things looked very messy. I'm scared. I'm really scared. To lose. WE cant afford to lose. at least must break a trend 3 years.. but.. ohh... dunn wanna mention anything abt it.. makes me.............................................. haiz.. nvm.. well.. today tiring day. All i have to do now is to pack my stuffs for tmr, and pray hard.
Yes, im praying. Not for winning, but to give us the sense of urgency and the true meaning of friendship and teamwork.
-* Juz me, Fifah
BECAUSE OF YOU ><
the tears i shed.
the effort i put in
the sprains i had
the willing to win.
BARTLEY STUDENT COUNCIL.
-& i leave you @ 20:58 :)
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
ok.. once again, i've updated my blog.. well.. basically.. wanna talk abt last sat's OLT. Well.. i dunno y.. but i find that.. out of all outdoor leadership training we had.. be it.. at Jalan bahtera or Labrador.. i think last Sat's Pulau Ubin trip was the best.. but first of all.. i wuld like to thank Mr Imran and the Cadres.. for being there with me.. and went thru the good and bad times together. Well.. that Sat kicked off with a band performance at Toa Payoh CC. Woke up 5.45 and got ready to skool.. report at 6.30 in skool.. in full band uni.. den.. went to grab our instruments and off we went to toa payoh. Frankly speaking.. my heart and mind was not in peace.. was wondering how's Gerald doing with Bonanza.. argh. Hoping Raimy wuld helped him with the knots and theory stuffs. After the performance.. i quickly grabbed my bag and to the toilet. Changed clothes.. took money from mdm neo and went to the jetty with the c'llors. By the time i took the cab..i'm so tired... with the weather and atmosphere.. but den.. i continued the journey.. with my Bonanza in mind. When i reached there, mr lim and mr sng fetched us.. haha. den took a bumboat there.. and met mr chin.. many things happened then. Mr chin took us to the secret garden.. and taught us how to appreciate nature.. life and everything arnd us.. was so touched by his words.. den.. went to the bike shop and took a bike and there, i saw my bonanzians!!! WUhuu!! So happy.. i asked Gerald how was my team doing.. and he said.. "GREAT!" i'm so happy when i heard that! hahas. den.. we went cycling around the island.. and the 6th EXCO joined us. cool.. haha. Well.. the best part of the whole OLT is the outdoor cooking.. hahas.. was having great fun.. with Mrs Ng and Mr Sng. hahas. den.. we went back to return the bikes. We had a sharing session.. and well, felt touched with their words.. den.. mr imran wanted to see the cadres. and rewarded us with can drinks. Haha! Cute. hmm... den.. we took the last bumboat .. as in.. other councillors went off to singapore first.. while Mr imran and the cadres still at the jetty, huggin each other, took pictures.. cried together.. shared our laughter and more. we took the last boat.. and yup, tears came rollin down anita's cheeks and so is mine! blush! haha. i bet mr imran was touched too! haha.. den.. when we reached the jetty .. sum of us went home while sum of us went dinner with the teachers at changi village. well.. i did.. it was fun though. But to me, the most memorable thing was that.. the moments i spend together wit Mr Imran and the cadres. This, will neva be forgotten for the rest of my life.
-& i leave you @ 14:46 :)
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
haiz.. long time neva post alrd.. well.. kinda busy with things happening arnd me.. wad to do? i;m an O-lvl kiddo this year.. haiz... wel.. as wad most of u expected, many things did happened these few weeks.. in band.. SC.. cheerleading.. haiz.. too many to mention... but well.. my studies are doing fine.. juz got to study smart.. thats wad most of my teachers told me.. besides that.. things went out well.. except for *him*. Mr-Doodle-Di.. haiz.. ok. now im making a public announcement. YUP, HE IS ATTACHED WITH ANOTHER GAL. but.. relax lah.. easy man.. haiz... im sure things gonna turn out better than it shud! hahas. as a teenage gal, obviously i will feel so sad and those kiddo stuffs.. but.. hey.. move on.. haiz.. im not gonna stay in that situation any longer.. im getting out man.. all i culd do is to carry on! hahas. but.. im juz curious abt someone. Abt this guy in Macs.. i mean.. i think i saw him a few times.. but.. i culdnt remember him. and eventually, juz a week ago, i saw him in macs, again. huh? and whenever our eyes met, there's always a turn-away. LOL. Jokes man! hahas. aiyah.. dun care lah. whoever he is, hu cares? but.. juz co-incidentally.. i saw him lotzza times.. phew. ok wad else to say.... oh ya!!! OLT coming up.. and also performance!!!! hahas. WTH. so many things to do! update this, update that. Wah.... die man this time.. from toa payoh to pulau ubin!! crazy or wad? pray that the weather will not be soooo hot on that day! >< ..... hmm.. i think i will write till here lah.. nth more to say liao.. haiz.. juz.. me, fifah.
-* twinkles.. _ that gal.
-& i leave you @ 21:41 :)
