Monday, January 30, 2006
wah.. today very the funn...hahhas.. luv this date.. well.. actually.. yesterday.. i went to east coast with my aunts.. uncles.. cousins.. family.. ahahs.. so shiok.. hahas.. denn.. today.. early morning.. go play sea water and sand with cousins.. fun like heaven! hahas. abt.. 10.50 went up.. get ready to go mr chin's hse... hahas.. dad send me.. hmm..meet fadz,phansak,paulina,sy,dick and hafiz.. waited.. for rid and alif.. but int he end we decided to go makan at spore post den meet them. wth. ahhas.. den.. afta that. go eat at macs.. talk, joke.. den go mr chin's hse.. guess wad.. mr imran was there! hahas.. so happy...! we played some games like.. black magic... bang bang.. lame game and.. hahas.. pictionary.. fun sia.. melvin and ms gan was also there.. but they went back earlier.. i, paulina, dick, fadz, rid and alif stayed back longer.. waited for ria to cum.. den.. we played those games. i was making a fool of myself.. s=l=o=w sia.. still dun get the meaning of the black magic game. hahhas.. den.. mr chin kinda explained.. hahhas.. den i got it.. i was the last one to knw sia.. even maria.. when she came.,. she understand faster than me. wth. hahas.. yea.. den.. played the game of.. bang bang. another stupid game!!! hahhahs.. only yhose hu were there knew wad happened!!!!! hahahas.. seriously.. i was so paisehh,,.... HAHA! ok lah.. den at last.. we exchange oranges..watch mr chin played the guitar.. sang song.. reflections.. and went home.. mr chin gave us hong pao.. hahahs.. cool sia.. den we trotted our way home!!! luv this date!!
tired, but happy..
alice in wonderland
toothbrush
creep
soundproof
cast away.
nice huh?
hahas. thanks to mr chin, mrs chin and mr imran..
-& i leave you @ 20:49 :)
Thursday, January 26, 2006
i'm back.. again.. well.. yesterday.. which is on wednesday.. melvin is gone totally.. his soul was gone on sunday. and.. now.. he's body was gone too.. well.. i gotto let things go.. well.. after what i heard.. i realized.. that.. let him go back to where he came from. may he rest in peace. hmm.. now.. things getting back to normal.. im beginning to move on.. and.. catching back on wad i've left and missed.. for the pass 3 days.. coz.. im dun really concentrate and giv emy best for the past 3 to 4 days. haiz.. now.. at home.. dun really have any hmwrk to do.. well.. but have to study.. anyway.. thanks to ridwan.. hu made me smile.. and laugh once again.. thanks. =) hahas.. anyway.. he showed me a picture of a kitten.. well.. i kinda want it to be our pet! hahas.. it's name is furball.. nice rite?? hahhas.. yea.. luvin it.. so.. i think i shall stop here... nites!
-* thinkin of u.. .
restinpeace my dear..
-& i leave you @ 21:07 :)
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
today.. i mean.. these few days i've not been blogging.. becoz of some reasons.. firstly..im so busy with my skool stuffs..den.. im like having difficulties in coping with studies.. haiz.. secondly.. :( .. melvin ho.. my beloved junior.. my beloved band junior.. passed away... 22012006. im so sad. damn sad. im liek so mentally tired and stuff.. i juz cant bear seeing him go away.. but wad can i say? God called for him.. juz now..went to his wake.. with the band members.. and mdm neo. den saw mr chin.. when we were on our way there, i dun really feel the saddness... as i dun want to be so sad and u knw.. make things worse..i told myself to be strong.. den.. in the morning.. mrs ong told us that we shud learn from him.. indeed, melvin was a strong boy. he battled his life through. till the end. im so proud of him. den we wrote something abt him.. and compiled it as one to gif to his family. we even gave him his barrey and the souveniers that he suppose to get and see. den.. went we reach there.. i told myself to be strong.. and saw mr chin.. he was there alrd. den.. we sat down.. and watch a clip.. it was so touching. n suddenly.. i miss him sooo much. den.. we made a decision to see him. and there he was. in the coffin. he grew taller. and the saddest thing was.. he was wearing our BARTLEY MILITARY BAND UNIFORM. thats where i lost my courage and shed my tears once again. its so sad lah. so.. i hope.. he can rest in peace now. And im sure he's safe in the hands of god. and i hope.. the sun can shine on bmb again.. and wipeoff our sorrow. im sure melvin will do that too.
memories of u.. 22 january 2006
u're the only one. the strongest.
-& i leave you @ 20:51 :)
Saturday, January 21, 2006
ok.. here i come again. the story? well.. he told my frend that he got gf alrd.. and i was like.. really? oh ok. den i was like..so shock.. until i was speechless. i mean.. obviously i was disappointed lah. but. wad to do? hmm. as i say, that sweetst dream turned out to be nightmare. actually, i dun really expect much from anyone. it's jzu that it kinda shot me thru my heart. and there i was, sitting in my rrom, holding my hp, staring into black space, waiting for another beep from syaqirin to update me. however. haiz. nth, but silent.
-& i leave you @ 14:53 :)
Friday, January 20, 2006
today didnt go skool. sick. haiz. again. ok. wadeva. today kinda get a shock of my life. haiz. again. he gt gf liao. so. i guess.. i should take my leave. again. haiz. lucky he doesnt knw anything. thank God. if he knws, i think i will be in a dead s***. haiz. really got no mood sia. haiz.. for the first tiem i type my blog until so sian. my eng oso liek wad sia. dunno wad the hell im typing. wait for a few more days. let me clear my doubts.. let me pick up the pieces of me once again, den i shall begin my story.
-& i leave you @ 21:57 :)
Monday, January 16, 2006
ok. wadeva. here i come again. damn. today very stress. mr asmadi asked us to stay back for malay till 5..my malay suck big time! thats the disadvantage of talking in eng always!! den have to go for band for a short while. haiz. today.. i really expect the unexpected.. lotzza things happened. i mean.. i didnt realize it all along. it's juz there since ages ago. and.. now.. i realized that the things that i least expected to happen did happen. WTH. i had enuff lah. wadeva s*** things gonna happen tmr, or the day after or wadeva, i dun give a damn. all i culd think is my studies. im like wondering.. why things happen right b4 my eyes today? argh. bulls***. haiz. WTH. got lotzza hmwrk.. lotzza test going on.. wad a pity. i dun even knw today is my best frend's bdae. and. WTH. she's so pissed off becoz of that?! and i called it best frends? WTH. this is total madness man! wad does she want from me? a big present for a big bdae gal, when im busy coping with my studies, trying to find time of my own, and alwyas rushing for deadlines? freak man. i neva get so fed-up like this b4.. as in.. damn! she's so self-centered. she changed alot. den summore brag abt her bf.. i mean. duh. so wad? her bf a guy hu plays the saxaphone?! she brag abt it all day long.. and all nite on the phone. never once i hurt her feelings to shut her off or sumthing. but oh my. its been countless times she pissed me off! seriously.. im so angry and sad becoz of her. i really cant believe it. she even say that im so studious till i dun have time for b.g.r and stuffs. im like. "hello?! u talking to me? i know what im doing. i knw when is the rite time!" but again, nth came out frm my mouth. as usual, i told myself to relax. haiz. maybe its true. wendy say tat i gave in alot in frendships. however, if i dun, hu will? but seriously, i dun mind losing a best frend. cause i knw.. there are millions of frends waiting for me. i knw...
-* that gal__fifahh
-& i leave you @ 20:22 :)
Sunday, January 15, 2006
wokies.. here i go again.. hahas.. well.. yesterday ar? hmm.. went shopping. again.. hahas.. yea.. u ppl may think im mad. but im not. duh. hahas. actually.. the main idea for yesterday was to go takashimaya with family and go shop shop there.. coz.. mum got this kinda 400 bucks voucher. bleah. wadeva. den.. suddenly.. aunt and cousin wanna meet up and stuffs. so we went to tanglin mall and meet them. First stop: Tanglin Mall- Island shop. we shop there like crazy. damn crazy. mum bought alot of things sia. first time see her go shopping like that. hahas. but the funny part was when her shoes came off. her shoes like...kinda.. spoil? torn? culdnt find the word to describe. hahas.. den.. she go buy a new one. cost 29 bucks! wah lau. hahas. Second stop: Takashimaya. wah. my favourite. got 4oo bucks voucher.. and.. i bought sum adidas stuffs. hahas. as usual. hahas. fun lah.. go walk there ... walk here. until i dunno where my family members and relatives go. hjahahahas. jokes man!! den.. wah.. alot of ppl. can go crazy. typical singaporean. always wanna scold when we walk slowly or sumthing. hello? there's such thing as ' Excuse Me' . hahas. yup.. den went off for dinner. Third Stop: Toa Payoh. yea.. go makan! hahas.. ate spaghetti. as usual. hahahs. fun lah! damn fun. but again, alot of ppl. can take it. hmm.. den.. bro ate fish and chips. for once, he neva finish it. play with his cousin. hahhas. dots. Pit Stop: HOME!!! hahahs.. so.. yesterday was quite a tiring day. but.. of course.. fun like heaven!! hhahs.. anyway.. today.. gonna go out with ria to study. and amk. really gonna catch up on chemistry. hahas. wokies.. write again later.
-* i-TWINKLED
-& i leave you @ 09:26 :)
Friday, January 13, 2006
ok.. juz another day in this tiny island. well.. nth much happened today.. juz.. tired here and there.. started all in the morning.. on my way to skool.. Im alrd like.. so sleepy. dozed off a bit.. in bus 22. haiz. and then i realized that my hair is still kinda wet..and.. dun really feel uncomfaortable in the bus.. i thought today gonna rain. but the sun is out. it's great actually. Thank you,God. hmm.. den start off lesson with math. Ms Tay lesson. im like so awake. hahas. of coz.. hahas. locus. luv to draw circles.. lines.. hahahs. hmm.. den.. eng.. Mr Conceicao.. ok lah..he gave back our work.. and.. yeah. damn. i did badly on my compre. gonna work hard!! :s... hmm.. den.. PE lesson! wahh! mr khoo. i think we ran the entire joo seng lor!! go arnd the gurkha camp there.. den.. maris stella there.. den.. go back to skool using our skool bus stop path. dots mann. very tired. hahas.. but fun lah.. always supporting syaqirin to run. well.. we did it! hahs.. then.. me aryanti and linda.. hahas.. we walk halfway. like 3 musketeers. hahas.. lucky mr khoo neva see. hahas. hmm.. den.. followed by recess.. treat shirah.. yesterday her bdae.. didnt got the time to blanja her makan.. hahas.. well.. i pray that she will be happy and hope our friendship remains! :) .. den.. bio lesson! mrs ng. mrs mabel ng. wah.. ahahs.. ask me run.. to staff work room to ask help for projector. then run again. then muz search for miss nur for help in com lab 3. run again. den she said that stupid projector is like that one. cannot work. run again. stupid class. LC3. argh! today do alot of running. not bad huh? can lose weight again! hahas. well.. den.. start off with band.. wah! tired sia. do music.. sectionals.. drills.. and then.. go makan with justin.. at kovan.. eat kfc. wah. damn hungry. den we took neoprint.. dots. kinda childish. hahhas. wadeva. den.. go home. so tired. haiz.. well.. i think i wrote down everything..except for him. saw him in skool. again. abit happy. but. well.. as i say.. gonna forget all the feelings. damn,difficult. but i think.. its ok lahh. at least he didnt knw. if he knws. im dead. thanks to syaq, fadhil,aqid and maria. the trusted ones. luv them alot! hahs. anyway.. i got no comments abt him lah. its like.. haizz.. sumthings can be felt but cant be seen. haiz. wadeva lah. if he come back to skool again, i think... as usual. ignorance. the best way.
NO ONE KNOWS THE TRUTH. NOT EVEN YOU.
-& i leave you @ 20:33 :)
Monday, January 09, 2006
-& i leave you @ 22:32 :)
haiz.. another new year.. long time neva post liao. haiz.. ok.. new year.. started off well.. went for cousin's engagement. Den.. skool started.. as usual.. block test. Hmph! Lol. Wad to do? Haiz.. sitting for o level this year. Dots mann. Swt. Hmm.. den.. ok lor. like that lah. so far so good.. hahas... oh ya..den saw him in skool juz now.. as usual.. neva talk. i think we will neva talk. NEVER. den talked to syaq and fadhil in class abt him. Den they kinda told me to take it easy. Which i am. Den.. after much thinkin.. i think.. haiz.. forget him lah. It's like.. he's juz a frend. yea..maria told me to take it slow and stuffs. which i am. but.. he's different lah. juz too different from the others like leo and ridwan. WTH. haiz. Nvm lah.. anyway.. my main business here is to study.. wad fadhil say is kinda true. wanna quickly sit for Os and den.. leave bartley. yup, maybe i have frends to create new memories in my life. However, some things are meant to let go.. and.. unknowingly, we're juz clapping with one hand. haiz. but NVM! cheer up! gonna study hard. yup. wanna get good grades.. and i shall say bye bye.. to Bartley for the wonderful stuffs they have given me.
-* fifah_
-& i leave you @ 22:22 :)
